The sudden thudding of heart, those hot flashes, racing pulse, galloping blood pressure and a constant feeling of being out of control. All this and more leave a mark everyday on what is called 'a life of a person suffering... Continue Reading →
''What is happening?'' I ask myself but comes no reply. My conscious slips away and I lose the touch of reality. My body reacts in most severe ways and I no longer know what is real The first it happened... Continue Reading →
I know these might be my anti-depressant talking and taking effect but I really do hope that this year would bring something good. This is a year of a hell lot of changes and I hope these change lead me... Continue Reading →
feel like my life's actually under my control, for the first time in forever. It feels good to take charge of your own life and to take leap and be brave.
I felt pretty anxious after setting an appointment, but I am glad it was better than yesterday. The weird looking room felt a little more comfortable. First impressions should not be last impression, is what I learnt today. She was... Continue Reading →
Every part of me hurts. The cold just makes it a thousand times worse. Aching bones and joints just make me want to cry. Strained muscles with an emotional overload just leaves me shattered. How strange that I self harm... Continue Reading →
I feel my demons making themselves more visible, like a hide and seek, trying to break through the surface, little by little, everyday.
You come home, you get under the blanket and you cry. People come in to see you, ask you what's wrong but you just say you're not well.
"That's a really cliched title", my head keeps telling me. ''But it's okay", this new found voice replies back. "You are you, after all and no one else" I grew up with the words; depression and anxiety, in part due... Continue Reading →
Diary of an Anomalous Mortal 